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First-person stories that explore what happens when everything changes.
"What I felt like I needed at any given time in my life, she just couldn't give me."
"I had 20 years of living my life as the person I knew I was, and then I had this episode that was totally different from that person."
"What is the impetus that makes you feel you have to do that thing? I don't know what that little magic piece is, but it was there."
"Everything now is just a partial truth. We're never going to know."
“You lost your country, you lost your family, you lost your identity….and you didn’t know what to do.”
"It's weird to think that there's a place in your brain that's a cradle for the soul and it's cracked."
"It would have been so easy for me to give up and many people in my situation would have given up."
“It’s almost like you can’t stand the meaninglessness of the situation, and so you justify it by saying ‘well this must be all my fault.’”
"It took me a long time to feel even like a person again."
“It’s nice not knowing exactly where you are all the time”